sigh. my inequalities are in a mess, i don't get to see alot of pple, i literally have to leave halfway through table tennis, the trip home from bishan was ultra-long today, i'm starting to fret about results, amongst other things, and i've just found another mystery to solve.(2 actually. probably won't ever find the answer out) and i'm giving slightly too many damns while other pple aren't (like me replying immediately while pple go on "away" after 5 mins of silence and always ending up talking to myself). oh well too bad.
but, i do enjoy the trip to school every morning, meeting/running into (sometimes literally) pple i know, amazing how chance, and destiny perhaps, work. i like walking to school from the mrt station even when .. ahem. certain others don't feel as excited and talkative as me. and having pple shout "wo ist das Ding?!?!?" at me (during the last part of cny concert 2 of the guys from lion dance were in front of our row and discussing about translating the "dong1 xi1 zai4 na3 li3" ad to german french etc and i ..so now i've got this guy hollering "wo ist das ding??!?!!? issh...isssh....www......" whenever he sees me)
german's getting better, i think as long as he sticks to the textbook we'll all be fine. but he says to write an essay every week. or at least fortnightly. that's not so fine is it.
i agree with the gp show today. i think "withdrawal" from a relationship, anything, is the terminal stage. jein? nvm i'm not in a very coherent state of mind today. shit i hate not having things to say to pple and trying to make conversation out of nothing. oh and i never realise how valuable something is until there's competition for it and the scarcity is revealed. don't ask me what i mean or hound me for scandals because i dont' know what i'm talking about. speaking of which, pple from all faculties should update me. but then again,it's quite sad, i'm beginning to believe, it's just scandals which bind us together. no right? but somehow it's too convincing to resist. i'm..drifting...drifting.......being anti.....and i don't know what i'm talking about.......oh and i think i'm really gonna blow up very soon, if. arrrrrgh. aaaaaaaaaargh! i realise i'm still quite, protective...like the way i felt in sec 1. sigh and i can't really...speak my mind these days. so constipated. (just look at the fullstops) so sad. i'm so. explosive. even though i look and feel quite calm. and this isn't really helping.
posted by sunny @ 09:20
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