hmm. good day today? quite good i must say. short day, refused to draw liver cells and onion cells at the end of the day, so bummed around in the canteen. met up with jennie...saw the 100 turning into the "terminal" and saw a figure in navy blue and a tie (so cute=) walking out. we went to orchard...lido...stoned i think. then we went to far east....and visited the bookshops there. the 2nd floor one (ahem) is getting quite..commercial...but the one further up, like 4th or 5th floor, is a sad little place tucked away, quite run down...but a nice little place with loads of books and narrow aisles, makeshift shelves and no room to turn, so that everytime you do you send a cascade of books down. it's got 2 nice storekeepers who try to find (amongst all that rubble) what you want, and don't mutter words when you sweep books to the floor and accidentally step on them (ouch=S sorry=( ). and they look at the book and give you discounts too! i got a, collection of short stories by jack london, some weird german book with passages. looked fun. and another thin, finely-fonted book full of german words (that was $2, discounted! (33%)). "a tragic travel-experience", it said. i think i'll just keep it by my bed and one day, look at it and laugh! -harharharhar- so easy that was! just like reading goosebumps!
anyway. go to that shop! i spent about 25 mins there. just couldn't get myself away. go to that shop and fumble around! you'll chance upon some gems for good prices too.
and then took the mrt with jennie to bishan....ran into hwying and anna at orchard...so good seeing them...so overcome(d?came?=S) with....with? it just feels good. feels like i haven't seen everyone for a long time....every encounter's valuable...even if i for e.g., walk past em/kai/val when coming out of the lt, and waving furiously, yet finding that not enough.
met ... err...kim on the mrt. hmm.....was late for 3rd lang....as usual. xiz and i had a rather fun time regarding each other's uniform...hmm....the uniform that binds..no longer=S. 3rd lang...was.....in the lab. did a silly exercise that didn't take too much trouble...just making sentences....was quite fun...making up silly sentences like "wenn du mich nicht kuesst, dann werde ich weinen"...(-_-....please do not translate that xiz=S) and...a poem which i thought was quite interesting. hmm. when we ran out to the toilet we met frau heng...she was like "wah so handsome! so pretty!" ....... harhar i think it was a little rude to jump in, literally, while she was talking to a .. girl from somewhere. oh well...so nice seeing her.
after 3rd lang...xiz hurried us all the way down...ningqi was waiting....aww so nice. even though he was let off from french early. yes yes really nice person, for the nth time ich behaupte.
sigh it WAS good day. now i feel so. blue. and i dont' even know why...it comes to me (and gets me) every now and then. i feel there's something i need to sort out...yet feeling quite empty. maybe it's just the effect of school...and being numbed. and...its' like..in school i'm happy...but somehow when i think about it i start feeling sad. there're no....nothing. there's nothing. it's so empty. sigh. this sudden urge to. weinen yes. nah nothing wrong with me. go and @#!$#@!%#@!$!@#$!@# -_- (talking to myself)
sigh maybe it's just something that's been really bottled up ... and has disappeared...(since my memory's so bad anyway) yet i feel there's something wrong. tsk tsk. too complicated for me...ah well. but some things are not to be forced. even honesty comes with its subtleties.
i propose: "there is no such thing as unconditional love outside the family"
i'm going to be evicted from my room to the study.
frei gestellt--redundant
what else? i've forgotten.
an der Reihe
maehne,-n
der (?) Zwinger
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