Thursday, October 26, 2006

MWG weekend

i barely survived last week. and finally arrived at the long-awaited midwest games weekend. we were in wisconsin, and it was nice. we got lost.. met xu xu.. and of course lihao yuyun sarah junrong gerentt. many many pple. capt's ball was pretty nice this time round, we were more organized in our strategies n games. i enjoyed myself. too bad there wasn't time to go around seeing the other games. wisconsin was very pretty, the scenic route we drove through. envious of their union. then we had a pretty nice dinner with all the singaporeans. then i had alot of trouble deciding whether to stay or not. most of the uiuc pple went back. and i went to the party after that with fiona zhenhao and huiwei (i'm just rambling but do i look like i care) and met some pple. on sunday, we went to eat pi dan zhou in the morning, then went to the free zoo and were greatly amused and impressed by it. then we had uw's very own ice cream that pretty much blew us away. i got home really late though.. though i'd have preferred to come back in the afternoon=(.
















it's almost funny that it's harder after every time.
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i'm very disturbed and distraught.
i'm all alone. and you, i, all, were right. nobody cares.
i feel like i can't take this anymore.

relax. i'm not suicidal. i just need the weekend to be longer this time round. and to have a more settled state of mind.

or maybe it's just that "cold dark state of adulthood" that the physicist was illustrating with a diagram in his presentation yesterday. he was hilarious.

bin enttäuschend. habe gedanken, daß du besser als dieses warst.
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i'm not a good friend nor person.. in some instances. but i do commit myself to being here if needed. but not more than that. maybe that's why.
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that hurt. so what, i'll just become another one of you, acting like i will never be perturbed because i have been stripped of feelings (what, the lesser you feel the better you are or sth?). welcome to a new world eh.
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i feel better already, after the chocolate and the ranting. but this is scary, my most disturbed entry=S. comeon. psycheup.
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happy birthday eunice! and hongking! and gracie who's bday was yesterday actually

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