4-2.
good game! happy. and quite pleasantly surprised too.
confused.
gestern kapiere ich, dass ich die angst vor misserfolg, ablehnung und verlust habe. deswegen ich bisher niemand wahrlich geliebt habe. nicht familie, freunde, doch weiterhin jungen. ich habe nie eine echte beziehung herstellt.... hmmmm.
was at "work" mon tues thurs fri. thurs was happifying, i had a talkcock partner yay! and not much work to do. so all the better. fri was a little sadder.. went too early for my own good. bored to tears and i was really mean (sorry boo).
finished early and headed for town though. met jen and her dad and bro at buona vista mrt. oh yeah met yuyun at the moe bus stop in the morning! she's working at imcb. actually considered catching a show on my own (over the hedge=) heard it's cute). but just..bummed around. so relaxing. met some uiuc pple at orchard station. joshua! =) dennis and helmi. hmm...it was nice. we had dinner at far east (cheap cheap, good good), then walked down orchard in search of a good dessert place. ended up at nydc outside heeren (pissed). there were 12 of us! sweet.
and i'm beginning to feel stretched thin again. and i'm beginning to think i'm treating my guy friends better than girl friends. or is it just coz the only girlfriends i have are the limited number, from 412.
long chat. h is going crazy -_-.
posted by sunny @ 15:03
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