Friday, November 03, 2006

the end/start.

time to start using my brain and common sense. i hope i have alot of those=S

it's finally getting at me. finally getting on my nerves.
but then again, everything and everyone has been getting on my nerves over the past few days. unusually ruffled, and -cough- b****, i feel. something's just not right.
(ok fine i'm just scared.)

many things i'm being forced to do even though deep inside i'm screaming no with all my might. and slapping with all the violence i can muster. harhar. i guess this is just a little prelude.
there is something that could kick me out of this mode.

going up to chicago after school today for the nba season opener. yay. esp since i'm going up with just joshua and junwan. solace in good company.
i used to be thankful for the weekend. but now i just feel that it's not good enough.
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i am grateful for all that i have, but once in a while the gratitude slips my mind.

but for now i'll just be here.

1 Comments:

At 9:32 PM, Blogger emily~* said...

hey sunny!! happy birthday *huGs* i miss and love you loads. be happy, it's your special day! =)

 

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