Thursday, May 22, 2003

ach. another week. and june holidays are drawing nearer. so are common tests and end of year.

saturday, triple date with class! bwaharharhar.

things have been pretty good for me, i don't know why, it's really working out as if i'm riding a wave: sometimes you're on top, sometimes you're falling and sometimes you're at the bottom and everything good's just so far away. anyway. still get sad. but only for little, nonsensical reasons. losing control ventures near me every now and then, and i struggle to run ahead, away from its grasp. felt even more so coming back to class after that whole period of "season".

ah. peace and quiet for the past week. =) and more resolute yes.

for once i found myself available to stone at moelc before lesson starts. but the canteen was so quiet...only the sec 4s were around. so i was there all alone=( so one came...finally serene and xiz showed up and i felt more alive. but there was alot of time for me to catch up on the lectures i missed. and to think, and to let my mind wander=S (a dangerous thing)
lesson was fun towards the end, just that herr w was evidently a little. outraged, by the action of a certain classmate.
as usual when we emerged from the room it was dark and we had to grope/test our way down the stairs, and identify various home-going pple by their lun2 kuo4.
xiz and ningki were going back to school (gosh) for a i said, let me take 156 back with you guys (then change of course). but during the ride the meeting ended, so at sji/scgs we got off and took 190 home. maybe we should take buses more often. trains are more..."public".

ah. maths lecture test. chem test was yesterday, so after the test today i could officially breathe. really makes you feel better, when you're relieved of the stress=) but then again. gp common test next week. hmm.
boring day.

interesting day! i finished very early, was supposed to meet jen, but she was going out with her friends so i decided not to be so. in-excess. i actually sat around for the (@#$@!%!@#$) photog meeting, during which they were talking about...mops. hai. i thought i was a half-member. should really involve myself by half.
oh and i truly felt, "you never miss the water till it's gone"

i left at 3.30 and since i was gonna meet xiz at 4.45 at hc, i decided i had so much time, i should do a little exercise and follow the route we took last time, to sixth ave, except this time to hc. and so a little exercise i did. felt really, adventurous. it was quite exciting, felt, independent and free.=) yes i'm easily fulfilled. and i managed to read through the set of (thin) meiosis notes during my walk. although i think not much was retained, with all the stumbling and unevenness of the ground. but i felt i had alot of time. i glanced at my watch, 3.35 when i left, 3.45, was near jelita...walked down that road, just my breathing, meiosis notes, the rocky, narrow path, the cars rushing past while i carried on at a leisurely pace, watching a yellow butterfly flutter from grass to grass... and i really appreciated the part of the journey, between the two tchs bus stops. i was between the fence and row of trees and bushes. could really smell .. nature. and there was a big spider web with a big spider sitting in it. not a single person in sight along the whole stretch. and i still managed to get there at 4.35.

lesson was even more interesting. a situation, and we did role play. although herr w .. was rather violently opiniated. (he said the word again!) but it was fun, a "discussion" in german. cool.

thurs. 22nd!
had gp makeup lesson. i don't know if it helps.. but at least what mr. khoo said was quite reassuring.
"imagine you were to have your chem common test next week, the full A level paper. how would you feel, how do you think you'll score?".
"but we haven't finished the syllabus. maybe...15, 20%?"
"that's pretty good isn't it, 20%. it's exactly the same for gp. you're going to take the whole paper, but you haven't learnt all the skills yet. so don't be too, unduly worried"
yeah. it's not time yet. just give it all you've got.

waited for cai after that. luckily, after much bothering, she agreed to go back with me.

lots of work. tutorials...ipw..(which would be conducted online i suppose. which is bad. very bad).(proposal due tomorrow. we just changed our topic, question actually. but i think i feel more excited about the new one.)

eh. 22nd.

oh. and it's american idol night. drat.


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