Sunday, April 25, 2004

22nd april: happy birthday xizhen and alfred, 26th: hon! and 30th: eric!

my big voice has been getting me into trouble. 2 times. but .. well heck. you live you learn, you get scolded you learn. more like learn to deal with it. they don't even matter to me so heck to them.=) are pple getting jealous of my gute Laune and just wanna break my day or sth?

thanks to telle shu xuxu and i got to do ushering for dance night on 23rd. that was really fun=) and i got to make friends too, some nus students who do ushering as part time jobs. surprisingly i felt really at home there. the 3 ushers were really friendly, that made my day. so hard not to be in a good mood. but i had two abrasions on the back of my heel at the end of my day. all the pple were so glamorous there. met lots of pple of course, it was good to see jolyn especially, if only for a brief moment and a hug.=) and hon, mag and mag's friend. really enjoyed the atmosphere, in stark contrast to the one on saturday, the paym one. didn't feel comfortable there; they weren't my kind of pple. i went with hon charmain n terence, zhen zhen arrived even later than us (so sorry for being so late), and xiaohui was there too. =S. after that milled around in town. my parents actually didn't really qtn me about where i went, but they knew i had "something on". i've been getting home late regularly now, during weekdays at least, and they're not really questioning or anything, so i guess they're adjusting. but of course i'm doing what i'm supposed to and nothing else=). actually if i weren't i'd never get past my own conscience.


and yes, my personal bests are always getting better, the most recent and most crucial: 12:29! that's a D for a guy woohoo.
oh yes after PE/2.4 run i went for the wellesley talk with xuxu and sixuan. they really wanna go i think. the admin officer who came over was really nice, jill. so sweet and mild. very encouraging, very typical. reminded me of my ESL teachers when i first went to perth. just the thought of being purely warm and good to others is really sweet. we really need more of that here. and wellesley's nice. sounds a tad like rgs. but there's always the money and grades to think about. xuxu's was so overjoyed that we went. good for her=).

have alot of stuff to do..all the work. getting numb. now i really don't know whether i look forward to going to school or just, as many around me are, kept going by "the only thing" (or a few).
spirit is going down..down down. noooooooo. need that hype and cheer back. (hello hello?)
(e.g.gp class i jumped up and down. clapped and cheered when the bell rang=S)

watched "houdini" today. no wonder "eric weiss" sounded so familiar. but he's hungarian. and he's intense. but the "love" part could have been portrayed better. he was so intense he drove everyone around him mad..his wife..his brother. the man pple hate to love/love to hate? he didn't seem human at times, so cold and hard inside, and then explosive at other times. all because of the death of his mother? he was so deep, so difficult to fathom. but i guess being a magician you have to have that charisma and the air of mystery, and be able to put your audience on the edge of their seat, that, including his wife, to make his act even more thrilling. i didn't like that, the way his wife had to hold her breath and withhold the tears in her eyes as the time ticked by, waiting for him to surface, or burst through the screen, or unfetter himself. his wife was amazing..although i think at some point in time she almost couldn't stand it and wanted to leave him ("i love eric weiss, not harry houdini. i don't even know who you are anymore!"). he proposed to her one day after he met her.-_-. but surprising it lasted so long..and she still loved him so much after his death. but he was selfish, boastful, crazy. lost i guess.

did you win=)? i bet you did. for the hair's sake.

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