it's been a fantastic day today, probably had alot to do with it being xu xu's birthday (and ad's 18th! wah!). it's really good to be around pple who make you feel good and comfortable, i guess these are called "friends".
on top of that i saw twice!.. oi remember what you said sonnig. but of course it brightens the day oder?
between end of school n physics s i had plenty of time to bum around in the library. went down for a toilet break and (as usual) ran into hon in the toilet near the gym (which was actually contrary to what i just said, was a surprise). harhar she's too quick in her thinking, i couldn't even follow (neither could i defend myself. but i guess unconsciously, she's right) so my toilet break became a sorta extended chatting break (and darn i didn't see ANYTHING coz i was looking but not looking..you know.). i'm so glad for her recent coming into my life, it's definitely made my life in school so much more exciting. but i'm sorry it has to be at her expense (sort of) and..someone else's. and i'm a little worried because i can't be certain that i can reciprocate the same thing.
sat with val during physics s, =) gosh those whacky days. val, there's no difference in you being funny or silly to me=)
well a few pple around me have been a little gloomy again...they're "sick of studying, sick of school". i don't know what to say...especially online. a little hard to express myself online. all i wanna do is talk to them in person, even if i don't say alot, i'll just listen and look at them intently, and give them a hard pat on the back at the end. i believe it's much better than onlining. it's so hard to believe in oneself. i mean, pple believe in me, and i fervently believe in some others...but....it's not that easy eh?
pb 13:30! next target: not to feel like dying during the 5th lap (at that pace). running at night's rather nice, just that the other day i overheard someone saying it's really bad for the lungs, all the moisture. =S
some people really have attitude problems, but it's ok, it's not gonna ruin a fantastic day of mine.=). oh and the first thing my dad did after i got home was to say some really @!#$$#@%@#$% stuff-_- but i yelled at him so i guess that's ok=)
the "nasty people: how to stop being hurt by them without stooping to their level" book i borrowed from lot 1 yesterday caught a few pple's attention today, just as it had caught my eye. pretty good so far, learnt some new stuff already:
1. don't take it personally. one important thing to remember: if it weren't you the person would've done the same. this is tied in with narcissm. it's not all about you, life goes on even if you're not around. don't take it personally, coz you're not entitled to!
2. if someone puts you down (whether obvious or subtle) or makes you feel bad (without you quite putting your finger on the reason that causes it) relax. it's coz she/he's scared of you and regards you as a threat. so feel good instead! it's really frustrating when you're trying to get someone but that person doesn't get pissed...works really well=)
i'm sorry i missed you on sunday!! nooooo. =S.
posted by sunny @ 09:21
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