Monday, March 26, 2007

kiv.

"silly sun yi", as they say. not to mention "as stubborn as sun yi" too.

well. springbreak is officially over, and school is officially on again. sniff. sob. wail.
ritualistically i skipped EM just now. lab lecture was slightly less boring.
but there's so much to do.. i need to renew my passport too. i wonder where that will take me.

so, the last two days of my break:
the drive from toronto to michigan was long, zhixiu almost fell asleep!
but our stay in ann arbor was pretty nice. nice big dinner, kachiao-ed pple after that. talked to selene with junwan...hmm....so much going on... so messy. =S.
we all had bfast on friday morning with joshua's SunShine! before we left for michigan city. i spent a bit (coughcough) in michigan city. and then i got to drive back although i was a little tired, having slept pretty little the previous night and stayed up through the drive from ann arbor to mich city.. but i overcame it soon enough with loud music and unabashed crowing, while the rest of the car was drifting in and out of sleep. hai that felt good, very therapeutic. just reaffirmed my passion for longdistances harhar. i also got a kick out of being the leader of packs for once, thanks to the radar. sniff, we're all getting reliant on gps-es too...what happened to good old roadmaps and getting lost and all.

so after another 2.5hours we reached champaign in fabulous time, like 8pm. first time so slack. like zhixiu said, usually we get back at 1am etc... and a mad rush following that and everyone lacking sleep. harhar. what a strange holiday. indeed. .. having sulked through pretty much all of it. *doh. deserve to be slapped. harhar.

last night there was a dinner for bday pple, jermyn janice ray, at manwok (always). i sat through it quite numbed, everyone talking around me. i couldn't bring myself to "socialize" or make conversation. i think it's just that time again when i feel like being alone. happens to me once in a while. shrugshrug. too much going on around me (quite literally too, over dinner), disconcerted, too much for me.

hmmmmmmm. need not be so extreme.
i mean. i learned to zero my expectations, amongst so many things i learned. now i'll need to learn to zero hopes.
it's not all that schlecht. =)

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