segeln. ruhe. zwang

O's out today. .....................................................

wish i could do something. but i don't know what. and i don't know if it'd help. i guess not alot. i always thought that feeling sad myself would be bad enough. but i never thought seeing my friends sad is just as bad, if not worse. what about next year. i can already see the amount of emotions involved. i'm trying to find some nice comforting poems. but to no avail. sigh.

posted by sunny @ 05:42 0comments

val and kai are auditioning for talentime now......"fallin' ". good luck=) you can do it.

posted by sunny @ 04:35 0comments

the world's greatest
I am a mountain
I am a tall tree
Ohhh, I am a swift wind
Sweepin' the country
I am a river
Down in the valley
Ohhh, I am a vision
And I can see clearly
If anybody asks u who I am
Just stand up tall look 'em in the Face and say

[Chorus]
I'm that star up in the sky
I'm that mountain peak up high
I made it
I'm the worlds greatest
And I'm that little bit of hope
When my backs against the ropes
I can feel it mmm
I'm the worlds greatest

I am a giant
I am an eagle
I am a lion
Down in the jungle
I am a marchin' band
I am the people
I am a helpin' hand
And I am a hero
If anybody asks u who I am
Just stand up tall look 'em in the Face and say

[Chorus]
I'm that star up in the sky
I'm that mountain peak up high
I made it
I'm the worlds greatest
And I'm that little bit of hope
When my backs against the ropes
I can feel it
I'm the worlds greatest

[Choir sings with R Kelly]

posted by sunny @ 04:30 0comments

so sleepy
but still must study
there is a history test
so very sleepy
damn damn damn

posted by sunny @ 07:41 0comments

allstar
smashmouth

Somebody once told me the world is gonna roll me
I ain’t the sharpest tool in the shed
She was lookin’ kind of dumb with her finger and her thumb
In the shape of an “L” on her forehead

Well, the years start comin’ and they don’t stop comin’
Fed to the rules and I hit the ground runnin’
Didn’t make sense not to live for fun
Your brain gets smart, but your head gets dumb

So much to do, so much to see
So what’s wrong with takin’ the back streets
You’ll never know if you don’t go
You’ll never shine if you don’t glow

Hey, now, you’re an All Star
Get your game on, go play
Hey, now, you’re a Rock Star
Get the show on, get paid
And all that glitters is gold
Only shootin’ stars break the mold

It’s a cool place and they say it gets colder
You’re bundled up now, wait till you get older
But the meteor men beg to differ
Judging by the hole in the satellite picture

The ice we skate is gettin’ pretty thin
The waters gettin’ warm so you might as well swim
My world’s on fire, how about yours
That’s the way I like it and I never get bored

Hey, now, you’re an All Star
Get your game on, go play
Hey, now, you’re a Rock Star
Get the show on, get paid
And all that glitters is gold
Only shootin’ stars break the mold

Go for the moon
Go for the moon
Go for the moon
Go for the moon

Hey, now, you’re an All Star
Get your game on, go play
Hey, now, you’re a Rock Star
Get the show on, get paid
And all that glitters is gold
Only shootin’ stars

Somebody once asked, “Could you spare some change for gas
I need to get myself away from this place”
I said, “Yep, what a concept, I could use a little fuel myself
And we could all use a little change”

Well, the years start comin’ and they don’t stop comin’
Fed to the rules and I hit the ground runnin’
Didn’t make sense not to live for fun
Your brain gets smart, but your head gets dumb

So much to do, so much to see
So what’s wrong with taking the back streets
You’ll never know if you don’t go (Go)
You’ll never shine if you don’t glow

Hey, now, you’re an All Star
Get your game on, go play
Hey, now, you’re a Rock Star
Get the show on, get paid
And all that glitters is gold
Only shootin’ stars break the mold

And all that glitters is gold
Only shootin’ stars break the mold

posted by sunny @ 05:44 0comments

silent all these years
Excuse me but can I be you for a while
My dog won't bite if you sit real still
I got the anti-Christ in the kitchen yellin' at me again
Yeah, I can hear that

Been saved again by the garbage truck
I got something to say, you know, but nothing comes
Yes, I know what you think of me, you never shut-up
Yeah, I can hear that

But what if I'm a mermaid
In these jeans of his with her name still on it
Hey, but I don't care, 'cause sometimes
I said sometimes, I hear my voice
And it's been here,
Silent all these years

So you found a girl who thinks really deep thoughts
What's so amazing about really deep thoughts
Boy, you best pray that I bleed real soon
How's that thought for you
My scream got lost in a paper cup
You think there's a heaven
Where some screams have gone
I got 25 bucks and a cracker
Do you think it's enough
To get us there

'Cause what if I'm a mermaid
In these jeans of his with her name still on it
Hey, but I don't care, 'cause sometimes
I said sometimes, I hear my voice
And it's been here,
Silent all these years

Years go by, will I still be waiting
For somebody else to understand
Years go by, if i'm stripped of my beauty
And the orange clouds raining in my head
Years go by, will I choke in my tears 'till
Finally there is nothing left
One more casualty, you know
We're too easy, easy, easy

Well I love the way we communicate
Your eyes focus on my funny lip shape
Let's hear what you think of me now
But baby don't look up, the sky is falling

Your mother shows up in a nasty dress
It's your turn now to stand where I stand
Everybody lookin' at you
Here take a hold of my hand
Yeah, I can hear them...

posted by sunny @ 05:39 0comments

yay!!! finally managed to align the stupid comments link.
and doing ss.......*sniff*......

posted by sunny @ 01:58 0comments

if only people (including myself of course) were...
more cheerful
more positive
more enthusiastic
ask more intelligent questions only out of necessity and not some nonsense for attention
less cowardly
less glum and damnpening to other's spirits.
oh and less taxing and demanding on others as well.

that'd be great don't you think.

posted by sunny @ 00:45 0comments

larlar. spent a long time updating my diary. 2 weeks' worth of complaining. took me 2 hours....
here are some excerpts...
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there was a huge ship with a chinese name, crossing through the channel. we waited @ the side, preparing to cross and paddle like mad and not to mention non-stop. it was like waiting for the green man to come so we can cross the road. except there was no green man and no traffic lights and therefore cross @ own risk. but it wasn't really comforting to know that we were crossing @ 1/20th the speed of passing vessles, and they were at least a few hundred times the size of ours. yeah great stuff. luckily traffic wasn't too busy

later on...
landed on P.Ubin beach...behind the cc. felt good. felt like landing on some exotic foreign island (even though it was only 3 km from mainland). felt like colombus...captain cook...raffles...... except there were buildings n people n cats n washrooms to wash our feet in, stores to buy jackfruit from, cyclists to stare @ our lifejackets n sprayskirts...it was like landing in civilisation after battling the wilderness. hmm. wait a minute...i did land in civilisation. and damn. the first thing i said when i got onshore: i am definitely taking a ferry back

=P life's like that.
i shall carry on with my theory about how people can do better if they are more psychologically fit.

posted by sunny @ 00:24 0comments

hey! g'day. PI today so no lessons. good. managed to finish bio chek jawa....and braved mom's wrath but got her to sign my emaths test anyway. postponed chinese test. hmm....what else. went out to orchard with serene n ad....ate. went back to school and was late for the science training thing. could understand most of the things the rj girl was talking about. surprisingly. shockingly. but she was real sweet n had apple red cheeks. went out again after that...with val n ad.....they wanted to watch shipping news but i had to go n visit ex-piano teacher.....=P had an ex cake @ sun moulin which was japanese faking french. val n ad became immediate food critics n ambience critics. in the end they didn't watch shipping news. n i went lakeside. felt so glad i wasn't really going for piano lesson. rained....rain....rain....rain......everything was real slow. time was crawling. the journey home was long. n nobody smsd me.
am now hungry. n sleepy. damn. still haven't figured out how to create links. wanna link to ant.

posted by sunny @ 05:03 0comments

argh. dozing off. stupid blog. codes are in a total mess. don't want to look at them anymore. so...just bear with all the small fonts bright blue etc.
ich will ins Bett gehen=(.
hilfe mich.
aber ich habe Biologie nicht fertig.
damn.
aber ich bin gl:ucklich, dass morgen keine Unterrichten hat. yay. mein Deutsch ist nicht gut. sehr schlecht. besonders der/die/das =P dumme(r/s) Grammatik. (ich glaube....der?)
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaargh.
*deflate*

posted by sunny @ 10:04 0comments

segeln:
to glide
to navigate
to sail
to soar
to yacht

Ruhe:
balance
calm
cessation
ease
peace
quiet
tranquillity
stillness

Zwang:
bondage
coercion
compulsion
constraint
control
force
logic
necessity
pressure
restraint
stress


in case you were wondering

posted by sunny @ 09:42 1comments

i'm here! hello! welcome. myself. to my blog. yeah man. had a tough time coming up with the names n stuff. glad i'm done. visit me more often!

posted by sunny @ 06:32 0comments