und so wie es ist
ok so the holidays are here. woohoo!!
nah i feel the same as i did last week.
after my last paper on last thurs night i did go out though, not alot of pple were done with their paper at that time...but oh well. just to indulge oneself once in a while. i had a little to drink till i was actually a little oozy at the end. yes the jager is sneaky.
then fri sat...waited for junwan to be done with her final... sat night we went to bar louie and sorta had supper with nic.. it's his last day in champaign. it was on him. awwww. nice dude. oh well. they come and go. people in your life. i saw the myself some time ago in zhenhao... and feel happy that i've grown out of it, but at the same time that it's a pity i've grown out of it.
saturday we had end of sem gathering too... after which nelly dianhua zhenhao and min ah drove off up to chicago first, though their flight's on monday.
saturday felt very long though..mainly coz i didn't sleep much the previous night..and early sat morning we sent josh and fiona off. josh had alot of trouble with his flight...basically he missed it. and had to drive up to o'hare to catch his next flight. so screwed up. so sad.
that's why it felt like a long day, coz so many things happened.
early sunday morning i overslept by like an hour...panicked. chionged to sherman and picked nic up. afte rthat we were kinda late by like an hour and a half, way behind schedule. managed to reach chicago chinatown at 11.30...had lunch with nelly dianhua zhenhao min ah edmond, and eugene and dennis!! plus the 5 of us of course. =)))). shuiwah. then we had to chiong off to o'hare to send nic off. glad everything went smoothly. whew. it would've been disastrous if anythign had gone wrong.
after that we drove through lincoln park. and jon fulfilled my dream of driving down (although i'd have preferred up) lakeshore drive, and up n. mich ave. =) (nyc is my next target of conquest). so we walked along the magnificent mile... had looked forward to this day for the whole week before that. the rest shopped, i was bored harhar. i lined up for garett's popcorn again. then after that we got a table at the cheesecake factory. helmi yeelin and shirlyn joined us for dinner as well, on top of the nellydianhua zhenhao min ah edmond and 4 of us. sweet=)... awwwww. and we said our final goodbyes once again. you will be missed.
when i'm not so occupied hurhurhur.
the past few days have been eventful, still. i attempted my first dish on monday night. we had a cookout at dquek's place. alot of pple came... still so many of us left. it's not that bad. esp when the winter's so mild, instead of bleak and miserable and depressing.
tues night we went to buffalo wild wings. and wed night we ate at ui aik's (he cooked! it was pretty good too!). so there went... a few days. and suddenly i am pressed for time. crap.
last night a whole chunk of pple left.. well, junwan and jon, but felt like a whole chunk. for new york. sniff. and ahem others proceeded to a place where the sun shines brightly. i will miss the driving horribly.
but, in a day's time it's my turn to depart. pui. sian.
trust me, i'm better than i sound. just that something's always weighing on the back of my mind...i wonder.. (it's not rhetorical, i really have no idea.)